Charlie asked me this morning who had a meeting tonight. Neither of us do which is unusual lately. We will be home together, which should be a time to connect and talk. It probably won't be though. We each have so many projects that we are working on.... that sounds like an excuse. Maybe it is. I want to want to spend time with him. Just like I want to want to spend time with God. Some days it just isn't that easy. It's a choice that has to be made.

I will make some tortillas for dinner to eat together and we can decompress the day. Maybe I will suggest a short walk around the neighborhood unless it's raining again. Try not to nag, try to be energetic, try to smile, try to be positive, listen, don't offer too many suggestions, be ready for physical intimacy. All that running around in my head non stop...... and have FUN.