Amazing insights... I am reading confessions from an honest wife by Sarah Zacharias Davis which I highly suggest that you check out at http://www.revellbooks.com. The chapter on the "trinity of marriage" was so "me." Well actually the whole book so far is me. It's what I think and how I feel in marvelously crafted words which didn't flow from my mouth or fingers. This quote is what I just read and I had to post.

She writes, "I must approach God as I am. I must ask him to purge my current way of thinking and being ...... My dilemma is making this head knowledge real in the practical workings of my life. I must also learn to be, not only do ...... But I know that I have to work and to try -- and I know God will somehow meet me where I am every single time. "

That MY dilemma.... how can all of this knowledge that I read, hear and digest translate into action. I guess I just need to keep trying and trust that God is in it if I ask Him to be.